Broken hearts.Crying eyes.No more tears.No more lies.

I was soOooOoo bored at home yday that i flew down to Subang to Yam cha.. Hahaha! Yupz.. Too Sien d.. I picked Jie yi and Melissa then we went to Doug's hse to meet up with him and Juan.. Off we were to oldtown Kopitiam where Ah Pin, Han Yin and his fren joined us..

Mel and Pin went home after that while Jie yi, Juan and i went to Doug's hse to chill a while... Jie yi sat in Juan's car while we followed behind him.. and when he parked his car, Doug and i only can stone..! Why?? Hahaha! Look at these picz... Look at his tyre and where it is!






Yupz! The tyre went into the drain! Damn Joke! Luckily there was smth there holding the tyre.. Or he wouldnt even be able to reverse his car! I went home around 6 smth cuz dinner with the family was at 6.30.. And while dinner time.. A very unexpected convo between my mum and i took place... We were just talking about normal things then suddenly, she asked me a very suprising question.

Mum.Me

David seems to be a very nice guy. Why did you break up with him?

*Stares at her for a moment*

Things got compicated when his best friend passed away.
So you gave up on him?

*Looks up and stone at her and around 5 seconds*
*Exhales deeply*

No, he gave up on me.

Yup, that totally caught me off guard..! Aihzzz, like i said, life's unpredictable! hahaha! Anyways, we went to Jer Shen's hse again yday and this time it wasnt only the few of us.. There were loads of ppl! The hse was like packed! Went home at bout 3...


Tonight's plan is Juan's hse.. And guess what? He said that he'll be the banker tonight! hehe.. This is gonna be exciting =p

But it ain't true.It takes what it takes
and sometimes we get too smart too late.
One more heartache for me.
Another night in misery.

Happy CNY Peeps!

It's Chinese New year! And that gives me the excuse for not updating... You know larh.. Busy leh... Must collect ang pau.. Then must go win people's money! hahaha! Mana ada masa? hehe...

Anyways, I ended up not going to space last Friday.. Instead, we went to Mayang to chill cuz Iz came back from ipoh..


Reunion dinner was supposed to be on Sunday.. but my aunt and cousins came down on Saturday for the dinner cuz apparently they're going down to Perak for another dinner on Sunday... Dinner was held at home.. Imagine! 9 People sitting on that small lil marble table! Hahaha! But yeah we managed =)






First day of CNY... I woke up and wished the grandmother and mother.. Angpau pls =D hahaha! I LoOOooOOvvVVvvEeee CNY! Then got changed, then went over to Jer Shen's hse to fetch him.. But he decided to drive so i parked my car in his hse ( yup, daddy finally gave me the car.. Kelisa only larh... ).. Went to fetch Sarah then off we were to Yin Ling's factory... Aihhzzz... Makes me remember *him*... It's been one year...


Owhkay... Lets stay on the happie side of things eh? After the factory, we ( Manda,Js,Sarah aand i ) went down to Subang to Adele's house... For wat? Pai lin lorr.. Hahaha! Meaning also to take ang pau =p Called Clili while i was there and Chili came over... Then it was our turn to go over to his house...


Damn funny.. We were outside then Chili went in.. He said to his mum straight in chinese.. "They come to take angpau wan" Knn, pai seh gila! hehe... Anyways, dropped Chili at Asia Cafe then the rest of us went to Jer Shen's hse... Had dinner there then played mahjong... SoOooOooo much better then playing cards...!


At around 8 smth we went over to Ah Pong's house... Gamble there also till around 11.30 then had to send Adele back to Subang... Sent her to Jia Shin's hse then decided to go makan since all of us damn 7 hungry.. but but.. we wanted to eat chinese food and yeah, it's CNY so where the heck can we find chinese food??


It took us damn long to think where to eat.. But then there was this place in TaiPan that was open and serving chinese food! Heaven i tell you! hahaha! After eating at 1smth we went over to Jer Shen's house to gamble.. In the end not much gambling was done! Aihz... Cant really remember what happend! haha! But i know i won 2 bucks from his hse! Hahaha!

I'm happie, can you tell? =p

Oh god! I finally remember what it feels like to shop without caring how much you spend! hahahaha! Yup, like i mentioned, mummy brought me shopping yday! hehehe! Happy balls! We went to Gardens first.. Then midvalley... After that, we came home for about an hour then shopped at ou... i know! Crazy right? Practically shopping the whole day! And i loOooOvVVvvvveEEEeee it! hehe!

Yupz, bags and bags of clothes..! hehehe!

I bought a dress from forever 21 that i totally LOVE!

After shopping, i came home a while then went back out to ou.. Stayed there for like 10 min then had to leave to Han Lun's house... Supposed to go there for a drinking session then Manda and i will leave to MOS in an hour... but in the end, everyone ended up in MOS as well...


Sat in the VIP room cuz Manda and i Went with EuVin... But we didnt know anyone there except Joewin, Jeremy and Soo Jin.. Aikes... So yeah, we were downstairs a lot with the rest.. It's like every club i go to i see people i know! haha! In Sunway larh i mean...

Manda

Leland

Euvin

Small world... I still remember how we met 2 weeks ago! hahaha!

Soo Jin*Nic*Manda

Darren

I'm happy, can you tell? hehe..

Yeah, she looks happy too

It's supposed to be a cute look.. aikes!

She suggested this =p

Joewin

Ivy

Sharon

Wee yong was there too!

Anyways, towards the end of the night, the sister came over and chilled with us.. Then I went to Sedap to yam cha a while.. When they touched the bump on my head due to the fainting, all of them were like "got do x-ray or not?".. Aikes.. Kinda kena scolded cuz i didnt... Aihz, whats the most that can happen? Die only mar... haha!

Where to tonight?

Space!

Finally, it's been a long long time....

True love is like a ghost, always talked about but rarely seen

Firstly, let me make things clear that quotes that are my title, or in my blog doesnt mean i'm sad or anything okay? Like i said, i now know what i want... So yeah, ppl that knows me, knows that i LOVE all these type of quotes...


Anyways, Mummy's bringing me shopping tomorrow! Hehehe! Happy! Well, It was supposed to be last saturday.. But i couldnt wake up.. Then It was supposed to be on Sunday... But i also couldnt wake up! hahaha! So it must be tmr or i dont hav new clothes! Aikes...!

I must must must wake up!!!

Yeah, mummy only goes to the shopping mall in the mornings cuz she doesnt like the jam and the part where she has to wait freaking long for a parking! haha! Considering i've been staying home these past few days, i think i'll be able to wake up...


I'm currently waiting for mummy to come back so that we can go for a massage.. I told her that i wanted to go cuz my body aching... So it depends on what time she comes back! Aihz...


Cny is coming really really soon.. And that means Isaac and Sarah will be back! hehe! Fucking miss those ppl wei! Not to mention i passed my driving test liao so I'll be getting my P this friday!! Whohoo! Like finally! Damn! it also means i must fetch Jason Teh! Yeah, he made me promise to fetch him..! haha!


So i guess everything has been goin really really well this week except for the fainting 5 times on Monday part.. But i'm getting better and cuz of that i stay home more.. So maybe it's a blessing in disguise? hahaha!

If you see me walking with someone else..
it's not because I love him..
it's because you're not brave enough to walk beside me.
If I fall n love with someone else..
it's not because I wanted to..
it's because you were never there to catch me..

Funny how the slightest things make you smile..

As you can see, i got a new blog skin! Ahah.. I think it's nicer then the previous wan gua?? Hmmm.. Anyways, today, a lot of unexpected things happened...


Well, i fainted! Yupz, somehow everything turned white and poof, i'm on the ground! And now worst of all? I have a huge bruise on my head.. Well, it's not visible.. but it's freaking big! And i'm afraid it's blood inside cuz somehow it feels a bit soft! Scary balls!


And and i also got unexpected calls today..
Werid eh?




When you like a boy, all you do is wonder
"Does he like me?" and when he finally asks
you out, all you do is wonder
"When is he gonna break my heart?"

I bet you don't remember half the things I'll never forget..

i smile because when i cry it doesnt help.
when i cry all it does is make people ask me if im okay,
i would love nothing more than to punch these people.
Cuz im sitting here crying, but yes i am perfectly happy.
i mean come on give me a break obviously im not fine.
i'm not going to ask you any pointless questions so you won't have the chance to give me any pointless answers.

I've somehow come to the point where i dont believe in happy endings anymore.. Yea, i've reached there moment of clarity where i know where i stand and what i want... But it has taken away my believe that happy endings exists...

I used to believe that we'll all end up happy with the person we love and that there's only one true love.. But now? It's gone.. That thought has vanished.. Somehow, i dont know how... But it's gone..


Now all that i think about is not the happy endings that i now know dont exist.. But the thought of who can once again make me happy? I seem to hav lost intrest in this something called a relationship.. You put so much hard work into something that u now know will eventually turn out into nothing. So why bother?


I used to always ask the question what is love? But i now realise love is nothing. People nowadays say those 3 words "i love you" like it's something that's supposed to be said when u're in a relationship. Well, it's not.. When do u know when u truly love that someone? Like i said, love is nothing.. U think u love that person cuz u feel comfortable when u're with that person. Like everything's meant to be. For that moment... Untill everything starts to fall apart and someone's heart gets broken.


Maybe in the near future u'll be reading another of my post where i'm telling u that i'm in love.. And that i've found someone.. But then again, how long will it last?

Some hearts are broken and mended.
Others are shattered and torned.
Although it was never intended
because love is eternally sworn,
I have cried, prayed, and pleaded for that love to hold it’s ground.
Hope was all I needed
But pain was all I found.

Love can happen many times, but true love only happens once

Yday was spent in Coco Banana again.. But it was more fun this time... more dancing was done and more picz were taken.. Loads of people was there too.. Darren, chili all were there.. So was Euvin, Ivy... Long story short, i saw loads of ppl there..

Havent went to club with her in ages!!

Ester*Manda*Nic

Melissa

Jie yi

Mel*Manda

She was trying to push Ah Pin's hand away

They're fucking sweet!

Chili

She said my eyes looked damn scary.. Wadda think?

Met Euvin there

Ivy too..

Another priceless face.. hahaha! He was damn tipsy yday..

Douglas

Damn cute larh this pic.. It was candid..

Steph

Juan

Thanks for inviting yday! Mwh

I kiss her and she looks away?

Manda*Doug*Chili*Nic

Ah Pin

Currently in T-bun aman suria waitin for Jason to fetch Manda and i for a movie with Zi Min and Jack.. I choosed to go for a movie over clubbing at Poppy.. Hehehe.. So proud =D