It hurts deep down from the heart and not only what you see from the surface !

Day and night this feelings have been coming tru my mind over and over again. When is it going to end? Love? Come to think of it it's a very funny thing. It all starts with loving each other ..continues with arguments and ending up with tears all over. We might think loving someone so deeply will make them love us back the same way . but it doesnt!


Memories? They are wonderful yet hurtful. All that we've been tru .. the happy and unhappy ones are all deep down our heart. It hurts everytime when they tend to flash tru our minds. How the one you love from the bottom of your heart used to treat you like a princess, love you with all his heart, tolerate with you even when ur in the wrong. Till the end, the same thing just happen , they leave you, they break your heart , they no longer have you in minds and hearts. Isnt it funny?


We ALWAYS comfort ourselves that we'll eventually find someone better who deserve us when our hearts are broken into pieces and shattered. Where have all the promises gone to? They are just plain bullshyt. PROMISES ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN! THERE ARE NO PRIOMISES AND FOREVER! As long as possible? Okay this sounds better. You used to say you'll be here for me whenever i need you, you used to cheer me up when i'm down eventhou it doesnt really work, it's ur presence and voice that helps. Everyone will tend to heal as time passes by, i know i will but for this moment and period now it's hard. The feelings of how you treated me and the love we shared will always remain in me. Wheres the happiness that you've promised? It has all gone and meaningless. Now i really understand whats the meaning of bleeding from the heart. only love? if i let you go? i never had a dream come true? hahaha. JOKEE!!


okay fuck it. I just wanna make my mind blank nowww! i dont wanna think of any shyt nomore. for fucks meh? not worth it. yes everyone says its not worth it. but at least i had a wonderful time with him for some period. memories will all be kept inside of me. when you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you!




done by ME