Love often comes unexpectedly and often allows people to broden their horizon.

Havent updated in almost a week cause i'm busy with assignments. Gotta hand them in before I leave to Italy in 2 days.

Not to mention i cant find the camera cable.

Bear with me, I promise to do a proper update before i leave =)


XoXo.

There's really nothing much left to say anymore.

I've been sitting infront of the comp wanting to blog but nothing is coming out.
I've got no idea what to blog about now so i just decided to start typing and see what comes to my mind.

Hmmm, went swimming a few days back just to get my mind of things.
Somehow i find swimming very relaxing =)





Owh, I also did this quiz while we were in the comp lab for business stats. Since I didnt get what the lecturer was saying, i decided to do the quiz. Which came up with answers quite true.


It said...

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.



I find it true though i think quite a few people are like this too.


Hmmm.
I have plans laid out for this whole weekend. But part of me just wants to stay home.
But I dont think the staying home part will work out =p


XoXo.

We can't change what's fated, what more, cheat death..

In life, many things are fated.

What family you're born into.Who you get as your family members.How you look. How smart you are.
The list goes on.

We can't control everything that happens in life. But what we can do is learn from anything that comes our way and move on.
Everyday is a new day and there are new things to look forward to.


I wasn't able to make it to Han Yin's funeral today due to classes. But i paid my last respect yday night at his memorial.
Just like the other 2 friends of mine that has moved on, I still cant believe that this happened. It still makes me wonder that among all people, why him?

I guess it's because God has our life laid out for us and we can't change it, what more, cheat death?

As you grow older, you find that the amount of people leaving your side increases and there's nothing you can do about it.


You can't change what's fated.

I hope you're at a better place.

Life's unfair. Enuf said.

Life is so fucking unpredictable.
Yes, i know, i've said it before. And now i'm saying it again.

Cherish every moment you have and live life to the fullest cause you will never know what will happen the next moment.

I received a call just now around 10.30 at night informing me that a dear friend just passed away.

The reason?

He got struck by lighting while playing basketball.


If you've been reading my blog, you'd know that we go swimming together, play badminton together... All the usual stuff.

My dear friend Han Yin, receiving news that you passed away is fucking shocking. Till now the news havent sinked in. Reality hasnt hit yet.
I feel my body shaking and yet there are no tears falling down my cheeks.

Another thing, I really want to say sorry that we never went Poppy together. Even though you asked me to bring you after your finals cause u've never been there, i never got around to doing it. I'm really sorry.
I'm also sorry that i wont be able to attend your memorial as i was told it's 2 weeks from now and i wont be here.
But i promise you that I'll visit you when i get back.

I'm really going to miss our badminton and swimming sessions. You lan ci-ing about how good your badminton and pool is. I'll never forget the times we went out.


I dont have any pictures of us cause those that we took the times we swam together are missing.
I promise to go though my blog and slowly look for it so that your image in my mind will never be blurred.


R.I.P Han Yin.

Everytime you look me in the eyes and tell me that you love me, i take a second to think if you actually mean it.

Thank god MOS on Thursday wasn't a disappointment =)
The music was awesome and we all enjoyed ourselves. Even though i was freaking sober, i still had fun.
Except for the part where someone broke a glass on the table and the glass all shattered onto my leg causing it to bleed. Nothing major though.
At the end of the night, Andrea and I was entertained by Kai Ming. He's freaking hilarious when he's super tipsy! lol.

Yup, was waiting for them again.

Sarah.Andrea.Nic

Met Joewin there =)

Look at kai ming's face! Lol!

Kai Ming.

Stupid boi jumped into the pic.

Ever-so-sexy =)

Group pic. Trust me, there were more people.

At the end of the night, these 2 were super tipsy. haha.
Dont they look like a couple in this pic. lol.

I reached home and saw all the cuts on my leg. zzZzZzz.

Yday, we went to Phuture with Ivan and his frenz. The place was super packed as usual.
I remember goin down to Velvet's toilet cause it was freaking hard to walk in Phuture. And when we were in the toilet, i received a call from none other than Ezra saying "Nic!! come out of the toilet la!!." lol.
Apparently he was also there. Met a few familiar faces at his table like the long lost Joon Teng (space kaki.lol). We partied at his table towards the end of the night.
No picz that night cause stupid me forgot to bring the cam.

We left around 2 smth and went straight home.
Was so freaking tired i slept straight.
Looks like alcohol cures my insomnia. haha.


I'm not gonna club tonight instead, I should be goin to watch a movie.

Will update again soon.


XoXo.

I realise how much i miss talking to you.. It keeps a smile on my face even when you're being unreasonable.

Got back from coll about 2 hours ago and started watching my shows. lol.
Yes, i think i'm addicted to watching series. Well, partly because I'm feeling lazy to go out these
few days.


Yday, which was Wednesday, after college, i came home, watch a few episode then went shopping with the gurlz @ ou.
Got a new bikini and a few other stuff =)
I fell head over heals in love with this dress that i tried on. But i didnt get it though =(
Didnt have the cash with me. But I'm definitely going back to get it.
Went for dinner then to Manda's house for a swim before going home.
There were plans to MOS but instead, i stayed home and watched my shows again.lol


Tonight though, we'll heading to MOS since we have not been there in a long long time.
Hopefully they dont disappoint us.


Urgh. My insomnia is really starting to kill me. I cant sleep at night nor noon.
It's either i cant sleep at all or i do sleep, But i dont get a good night's sleep and i'm constantly waking up.
My eye bags are really starting to show and I'm starting to look like a panda even with make up on!
Solutions anyone?


XoXo.

Do you really understand how a girl feels deep down?

My year end trip with my family has finally been confirmed.
We're going to be in Italy from the 18th to 24th of Dec.

Thank god I'll be back for X'mas. Though some part of me wants to see how it's like in Italy during X'mas.
Hmmm, we'll be visiting Venice,Milan,Florence and Rome!
Hopefully we'll get to do a lot of shopping there. Hehe.

I'll be missing 4 days of college though. I seriously hope i can catch up for Business Stats.
But owh well, I ain't gonna give up Italy for 4 days of coll am I? lol.




XoXo.