I'g give anything to have a second chance with you..

I've been feeling kinda down for the past few days. I think everyone knows that. Thanks for some of the random messages asking if i was okayy and i'm sry if i didnt reply.

All i needed was some time alone and some time out with my girls. Yday, we decided to go for a swim after my coll. The sister came along.Had a good time. lolz

Sarah and i got the same bikini in diff colour. lolz

The sister.

Manda says she looks retarted here. lol

The cuteee lil guy is manda's brother.

I've nvr been the skinny type. And i guess i'm starting to be okay with it? lol

Enjoying the sun =)

Reach for the stars? lolz

I loVvveEeee them. Enuf said.


I'll update about where we went yday night soon.

Poppy tonight? lolz.

Feel me mou?


XoXo.

Love reminds you that nothing else matters..

Take a look in that morrir and remind yourself to be happy,
because you deserve to be.
believe that.
and believe that dreams come true everyday.
bacause they do.

Tell me that you'll be my my side just to get me through this...

You have no idea how i feel right now.
No one does. Trust me.

I feel frustrated and stressed out. But in such a way that it's really killing me.
I dont know why i'm feeling like this.


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I want to scream but i cant find my voice.
I want to cry my eyes out. but i only teared once.
Why?


It's times like this when i'm alone at home and thinking that makes me feel lonely.
I need someone to talk to.
Someone to tell me that everythin's gonna be okay.



On the way back just now, i wanted to drive my car into something.
It scares me that i even think this way.
I feel numb.
And yet i feel the pain.



"Where are u now when you promised that u'll always be here for me?"

XoXo.

sorry I never was everything you ever dreamed

I've learned that you are in love when the one person who can make you sooo happy, can make you soooo mad..

I want to be happy because he is happy.
But how can I be happy knowing that
I'm not the one making him smile?



You can see a clock, but you cant see the time.
You can see my face, but you cant see my mind.
You can see the clouds, but you cant see the wind.
You saw my love for u begin, but you wont see it end.

Sleepness night since that night thinking of you..
When i sleep i dream of you.
And you're the first think i think of when i wake up.
Thats when i know my love for you never ended.

When everything came crashing down, where were you when you said you would always be there?

Nicole.Amanda

I wear clothes then come la k?
Dont needa wear la, i want u to turn me on
lol, turn u on then finger you right?
ahahah
My god! Damn les wei. I'm gonna post this.



lolz, and so i did. hahaha.

Currently watching One tree hill season 6 cuz part 2 is finally out!
Awesome show.


Will update again soon.


XoXo.

And one for one desperate moment
there he crept back in her memory.
God it's so painful when something
that's so close is still so far out of reach.

I'm coming down with a heartache tonight and only you can make it all right..

The venue? - Mcircle, starhill

The Crowd? - Awesome!

Fun rating? - Over the top!


Lolz.


This the shortest way of stating the place we went yday night and how much fun we had. Haha, My sis, Manda and I went with Kenneth, Sunny and one of their friend. But they stayed till 11 cuz they had to go someplace else to meet their friends. So we joined the Subang Kia's. I've forgotten how much fun it is to club with them and have no dramas. lolz. Loads of dancing! And plain fun. Enuf said.

On the way there.

Our 1st toilet break. lol

Manda-Adeline-Nic-Lydia

Kenneth

Lolz. I love my slut. haha

Jikz

Jack

Lolz, i remember how we used to cam-whore with our so hai face!

See what i mean? lolz

Mk was there too.

Juan.

Darren having fun eyh?

Dk (1)

Dk (2)

Looks like my sister got addicted to the so hai face.

Act cute hai mai... haha

Us gurlz

lol, i find this pic cute.

I just remember how much fun it was to hang out with them.

My gwad! My sister.. Lolz

Unknown*Unknown*my sister*Me* "Brundun?"
lolz

XoXo.

I love you, not for what you are,

but for what I am when I am with you.

I want to scream how much I love you, but I must hold back and not be heard.

It took me by surprise, when I saw you standing there..
close enough to touch, breathing the same air.
You asked me how I'd been, I guess that's when I
smiled and said just fine..
but baby I was lying,
what I really meant to say is I'm dying here inside, I miss you more each day.. There's not a night I haven't cried and baby here's the truth,
I'm still in love with you.

That's what I really meant to say.

Everyone says to give up on you, but they don't
see you like I do. You're the one who broke my heart,
you're the reason my world fell apart. You're the one
who made me cry, yet I still love you and I don't know why

It is only when I realized I could lose you
that I realized I could never lose my love for you.