You keep bringing up the past…and I keep hoping for a future..

Somehow drama seems to follow me around. lols.



Went to Coco then MOS yday...

Will update later... I've got coll at 10 and goin doen to PD for the weekend.


Till then!


Xoxo.

And no matter how i try, i still seem to be hung up over you.

Once again .. ur eyes make it hard to say goodbye..

I was on my way back from college 2days ago when i got a call from Manda!



Manda.Me


Woi, you got read your blog's chatbox not?
er.. why arh?
Got one fella.... *the rest goes on*
lol..


So yeah, i came to my blog and look! There finally are spammers! lol. Technically A SPAMMER.


haha: ur hair perm not even curly or wavy,its a mess!what is wrong with ur life???wake up plz??


Not curvy or wavy? lol. Just they way i wanted it.





haha: pls lar...the way you dress nicole,is sooo outdated looks like some thai prostitute...rumour has it all that u n amanda famous as 2 face,backstabber,cheap slu*ts

There, this a picture JUST FOR YOUR VIEWING PLEASURE of how thai prostitutes looks like.
Rumour has it manda and i are 2 faced backstabbers and cheap sluts.
Manda was telling me, look at how they type also roughly know who spam d wan. lol
Doesnt matter though, like i said, i dont have to backstab people, if i dont like them, they'd definitly know bout it. And as for sluts? dude, look in the bloody dictionary what it means larh for god's sake.


JokeeEeeeEeee....!

haha: spreading ur legs in picz are big NONO...u dont look cool or a model...ppl are laughing at ur picz
haha: ur photographer's skill su*cks so bad u know?and all the models look like slu*ts....

So i think IT's talking about this picture here. Spreading legs? lol. Havent u seen models spread their legs while taking pictures? =.=" my god! whay time-zone are you living in? Dont you read the magazines? lol

Haha, yea, all the models looks like sluts eyh? Okwwhhhkayyy, no wonder we're the one in the photoshoots not you. lol



Usually, i wouldnt have cared what IT said cuz u know they'll just come back but not put their real name... But i had nth better to do so yeah...

Go on and continue spamming.

XoXo.

Happy birthday baby!

Baby's b'day is an hour and the half.


We've been through so much together it's unbelieveable. lol. Loads of ups and downs thorugh this three years.. And yet, we're now together again.


So i'm here to wish you Happy birthday!

I Bet you dont remember half of these pictures here right bii? lol.
Most of them were taken in 2007.. hehe.

3 years is a long time. and now thinking back, we've matured a lot from where we used to be.

I'll be here by you through good and bad.

Have an awesome b'day (u know it'll be awesome cuz u have me by your side.lol)..

True love is knowing a person's faults, and loving them even more for them.

I got my hair permed! Lol.

I actually wanted to just trim it a lil. But then my stylist brain washed me into perming my hair!
hahaha!

I think it looks weird. Maybe cuz i'm not used to it yet?

And this visit to the stylist with the mum costed her an extra 400 bucks. ZzZzz. Mummy asked me to put that down. lol

Lol. so much for nothing Major.

Pls tell me it doensnt look THAT weird.

Don’t Lead Me On, And Leave Me Confused, any Girl Would Rather Be Left Alone, Than Have Her heart abused..

I think of you in silence, I often speak your name,
all I have left are memories and a heart around your name..
My heart aches with sadness and all my tears will flow,
but what it meant to lose you no one will ever know..



It's 10 am on a Sunday morming and i'm already awake! lol. why so early? Well, cuz i stayed home on a Sat night. Went shopping at Mid-valley yday with the girls then came home before 10 cuz we were all dead tired! Baby on the other hand, went to Coco with the guys.



Taking a little time to blog before i follow mummy out to KL to get a hair cut. Nothing major though. just a lil trimming... Might be goin for a movie with the boyfriend after this. Hehe. We'll see.


Some group pictures from the shoot.. These shots were taken for fun though. lol



With our make up artist Jynn.



Carmen.

Andrea.

I have all the answers, but i never said they were right

Thursday night at MOS was damn fun.. AT FIRST. We were all having soOoOooOoo much fun till we went over to Coco.



They either cause puree fun or pure DRAMA.







OMG i tell you. So much drama. And the best part? Now they're blaming Sarah, Manda and I. Good shit. All we did was try to help. I guess things just never change. The best thing to do is not to care anymore. Next time just fuck off. Dont fucking call me when u're fucking crying there one minute and pushing me down on the floor the other and say i blame you.


Another thing. Dont fucking call me two faced cuz i dont have to backstab u or whatever. If i dont like you, u'd surely know it. i dont have to hide it.
Fucking asshole.




Yday was another fun night. This time with no drama. The guys went for a b'day party at Cheras so us gurlz got the chance to go out with our friends. We went to Decanters with Ezra and his friends where we drank and drank (beer only) and i was the only sober one that night. lol

Nobody really cares if you're miserable, so you might as well be happy.

What have i become?

I never thought i'd be the type of person i am today.

Such a let down.

Enuf said.