The dream.

I had that same dream again a few days back. A dream that i sometimes wish comes true just because it was better than reality.

A sudden thought passes my mind. Can this be true? I was just hoping, wishing it might be. Cause for a second there, i really wanted it to be.

Plain stupidity.

I know.


But then again, thats what love does to you. It keeps you on your toes. Keeps you guessing. Keeps you wanting more even when you know that everything is gone.


When i woke up from that dream i had, I wanted everything to to real. I thought it was. Then reality hit me and i knew that it was nothing more than a dream. But then again, a dream is better than nothing when all you have left are memories.
Because in that dream, you felt more real than all the memories put together. I was finally able to feel what it felt like to hold you in my arms once again.

And in that dream, i remember feeling the warmth of your skin. Your hand holding mine protectively, not letting go as if you were afraid i'd slipped away the way you did last time.

I remember you looking into my eyes and smiling as if i was the only one that existed in your world. It made me feel loved once again. Made me feel sincerely happy. Cause for once i know i finally got your love back.


I woke up with a smile on my face, looking forward to see you later. Then as i closed my eyes again smiling to myself, my eyes shot open and reality hit me.



It was a dream.


And thats all it'll ever be.

I've got eveything I needed and more.

I realize that I am now more satisfied with my life than i was before. It seems to me that I have everything I need and anything else is just a want.

I remember my sister asking me what I wanted for my 21st birthday and i actually replied her Nothing and telling her that I've got everything I already wanted.

The month of April is the month i realize that I have everything I need. A family that loves me, great friends and also catching up with old friends.

Whats better both my bday wishes for my 21st bday came true. I got an AWESOME 21st bday celebration and i got to kick a really bad habit that I wanted to kick before my 21st bday. What else could be better?



Bday celebration at PD.


Played banana boat for the 1st time =)


Got to catch up with the foundation classmates.

I know Ive said this before. But thank you everyone that came and made it that great. And thank you Jason for making sure everything went smoothly at the hotel =)
Without you guys, it wouldnt be as perfect as it was.


Other things that made April the best month...


The best clubbing day was in april during the AXE launch where it was PURE FUN and NO DRAMA.


I believed that everyone had a great time at the AXE event.

Caught up with friends that I havent hung out with for a long long time.. Which only made April much better =)









And last but not least, I realized that friends walk in and out of your life. But only family remains there for a lifetime.




XoXo.

Joshie's Bday.

It was Joshie's Bday celebration at Milk on yesterday and the bday boy definitely got drunk. LOL.

Nothing much to blog about since it was just another night at the usual Milk so i'll just upload pictures.

Lol. so cute mehh?

The bday boi swearing he's not drunk.
but....

Look at all the puke in the dustbin. And the cleaner was just outside in the club cleaning his other pile of vomit! hahaha!

Alright, guess thats all. The rest of the pictures are already on facebook.

Hope you had a good one!

Happie bday once again!


XoXo.

Just for laughs.

Smth my dad sent my. LOL

When half is enough to live.

"Half Man - Half Price Store"
The Story of Peng Shuilin

In life we keep complaining about what is or why we don't have.
Half the time we seem dissatisfied, though full-bodied and free to choose. Fat people say,"I want to be slim." Skinny people say,"I want to be fatter."
Poor people want to be rich and rich are never satisfied with what they have.

Peng Shuilin is 78cms high. He was born in Hunan Province , China .

In 1995, in Shenzhen, a freight truck sliced his body in half.
His lower body and legs were beyond repair.

Surgeons sewed up his torso.
Peng Shuilin, 37, spent nearly two years in hospital in Shenzhen, southern China ,
undergoing a series of operations to re-route nearly every major organ or system inside his body.
Peng kept exercising his arms, building up strength, washing his face and brushing his teeth
He survived against all odds.
Now Peng Shulin has astounded doctors by learning to walk again after a decade.

Considering Peng's plight, doctors at the China Rehabilitation Research Centre in Beijing devised an ingenious way to allow him to walk on his own, creating a sophisticated egg cup-like casing to hold his body, with two bionic legs attached.

It took careful consideration, skilled measurement and technical expertise.
Peng has been walking the corridors of Beijing Rehabilitation Centre
with the aid of his specially adapted legs and a re-sized walking frame.
RGO is a recipicating gait orthosis, attached to a prosthetic socket bucket.
There is a cable attached to both legs so when one goes forward, the other goes backwards.
Rock to the side, add a bit of a twist and the leg without the weight on it advances, while the other one stays still, giving a highly inefficient way of ambulation.
Oh so satisfying to 'walk' again after ten years with half a body!



Hospital vice-president Lin Liu said: "We've just given him a checkup; he is fitter than most men his age."
Peng Shuilin has opened his own bargain supermarket, called the Half Man-Half Price Store.

The inspirational 37-year-old has become a businessman and is used as a role model for other amputees.

At just 2ft 7ins tall, he moves around in a wheelchair giving lectures on recovery from disability. His attitude is amazing, he doesn't complain.

"He had good care, but his secret is cheerfulness. Nothing ever gets him down."

You have a whole body. You have feet.
Now you have met a man who has no feet.
His life is a feat of endurance, a triumph of the human spirit in overcoming extreme adversity.
Next time you want to complain about something trivial, don't.
Remember Peng Shulin instead.

If only..

It's already May and like I posted on Fb, the date to when i'm leaving has been confirmed. And for those who dont know, im leaving on the 4th of July.

I remember just a few days back I was asked why did I choose to leave to Nz. And having been asked this so many times, i answered like how I answered the others.

Then he asked me "do you really want to go?"

I stopped for a moment to think about it before actually answering him.

Part of me wants to go because of the different culture and all. But on the other hand, i've build my 21 years of life here. So of cause i will be leaving with a heavy heart.


Anyways, enough with the sad stuff.

May started off great with labor day on the 1st where Mike, Jess and I woke up super early for dim sum then church later on.
It was shopping at Gardens and MidValley with the family. One crazy shopping day.




In one shop alone.


There were a few drinking sessions.. But too many picz to upload so I guess that can all be seen on FB.


I'll TRY to update more often.


XoXo.

Happie mother's day mummy dearest.

Again, i have neglected my blog.

I thought once i got my lappie and camera that i would be updating more often. But with assignments due, I dont get much time to do my own things let alone blog.

Mother's day was just yesterday and i would like to dedicate this post to my beloved mum.

I know we've had our ups and downs like most families do maybe even more. But I want to thank you mum for always being there for me and living me unconditionally despite the worst you have seen in me.









I love you.