Waiting to meet the person who will give it a meaning.

I know that you once did love me and that was the most wonderful feeling because I never thought that I deserved your love.

Love isn't all smiles and laughs for the moment;but crying and fighting for what you beileve is right and will last forever.

Loving unconditional means forgiving and learning to live with his imperfections.
Because in the end you'll realize that's what you love the most.

Sometimes in love you must accept the fact that what makes the person
you cared about happy might on the other hand leave you so lonely.

And true love is, when everything in the world is going wrong,
all you have to do is look at that special person and,
suddenly, everything in the world is right again.

Love is just a word till someone you meet gives it a meaning.

Needs some time alone.

Ever felt like nothing matters anymore?
Ever felt so down that every single thing anyone says makes you want to tear?
Ever felt like you've lost everyone in your life?
And have you ever felt like you want to hide away from everything and everyone?




Thats exactly the way i'm feeling now. And no, I dont think you know how that feels cause this feeling is horrible.
It's not the feeling of losing a guy. Cause it has nothing to do with guys or getting your heart broken.

It's something I cant even describe using words. It's like you tear for no reason. I tear when I'm talking to people, even my family. And no, they dont notice cause I always turn away.
I dont want people to see me tear cause thats showing my weak side.

No matter how much i want to cry and let it all out, the tears doesnt seem to want to come out all in one go. They only seem to come slowly but a lot of times.

I know i've been neglecting my blog. And no, i dont feel like updating now or anytime soon.


I need sometime alone so i guess i'll be MIA a while till i feel better.


I promise to update as soon as I feel better.
Bear with me.

XoXo.

And SHE thinks that the way i think is simple
But SHE has no idea what goes through my mind every single day.
Just because I make things seem simple,
doesn't mean it is.

Baby just say the word and i'll be yours.

Since i dont have time to update, I'll just do a post mostly filled with pictures =)


It was a healthy week =)


Was drinking at Ac as well..



Then we continued the night drinking at republic cause i wasnt feeling quite like myself. Thanks Kenny, Jon and Sarah for "teman-ing" me. Though i practically had to kidnap Sarah. lol



Sim when he's bored.

He wrote this on my coffee cup. lol



Went cheong k with the class mates one day @ newway.




Indian singing chinese songs =)


@ Curve later on for dinner.




And the award winning picture goes to...

Yeah, Kenny's car. Just one of those night in Mist. The sister and I was already home and i just finished bathing when suddenly i got a phone call fron Kenny saying that he got into an accident.


So yeah, We picked manda and headed over to the scene. The police were already there and there was blood on Kenny's Face. Jon was complaining he couldnt feel his legs or smth like that.

Long story short, good night which ended horribly.


XoXo.

The thought of you makes my head spin.

I think it's about time i blogged right? It seems like I Havent blogged in ages! I've been putting off blogging cause of busy days.

Coll work is seriously piling up and there are quizzes every single week. Which also means no slacking and constantly having to study for the quizzes. Sigh
Even now i'm looking at 2 new assignments that has been posted up and the Stats quiz next week!


Okayy, i think i shall put of updating to sometime next week so that i can start a lil on my work now. Feeling really pressured now. Sigh.



XoXo.

How i wish you were here by my side.

Can't keep my mind from thinking of you.

I've been such a good girl coming home everyday after college and revising my work most of the time =)
Though i keep forgetting cause i'm just trying to memorize but at least i'm trying right?

I feel like i dont have anytime to do anything anymore. I'm always tired. Drained. And the thing is, I cant sleep well. I can't seem to be able to fall asleep. And when i do, i always end up waking up in the middle of the night. Sigh.


Anyways, it was Mist again with the usual bunch during the weekend. The coll mates went as well. It was a good night =)
Loads of people were there yday. And the highlight of the night was Je Yue puking on manda and also getting puke all over his face. Too bad my camera wasnt able to capture that moment or it'll be priceless! lol.

Jasmine.Manda.Nicole

Me super likeyy =)

Jasmine looks like Manda with long hair from this pic. lol

Jay.

Yup, William and Yuan Ming were there too.

So, there was this night where before we headed out to club that Kai Yang said "I've not puked in a club in a very long time." uh-huh...
I think u can guess as much he got drunk. The 5 of us were at Maison for Emilia's b'day at first then went to Mist around 1 plus and by the end of the night he was drunk.

While we were on the way back while Jon was driving on the highway, Kai Yang decided to open the door and puke! Yup, while the car was moving! Farking dangerous but all of us were laughing our heads off at him.
It was definitely an awesome night =)

April

Hui Kwan and April was at Maison as well.

Meet Wee Yong there as well.

Act cute hai maii.. lol

Kenny's turn =.="

And then Jon's. lol

Quoted from Wevind "LOL, kenny says :"I GOT TO PEEEE, Damn u yang, quit hogging the longkang!" and Kai yang replies: "#$^#%@*&%&*"

Jon was damn happie to see him like that.

Well, technically we all were. It made our night =)

Outside mist.

And this was outside his hse. He needed to puke again so yeah, we stopped few houses before his house just to let him puke.



If you're guessing what happened to his car? Well, since he was the 1st one home, Kenny drove his car home. lol. Yeah, he just couldnt be bothered. All he could say was "just send me home 1st then you all can do whatever with the car". hahaha! Drunk-ed.

Finally done with updates. At least a little larhh.. Dont think i'll be updating as often. College is really stressful. Sigh.

Time to sleep. If i can that is.


XoXo.

My heart keeps on sinking lower and lower.

We said let go but i kept on hanging on.

Inside i know it's over, boy you're really gone.

Such an entertaining night =)

How was my only one week of clubbing spent? Well, it was spent at Mist with the usual Mist people.

It was another awesome night with the sister getting DEAD DRUNK on alcohol. One minute she was up dancing all hyper and trying to get me tipsy by opening drinks for me and another minute she was lying in the toilet puking. lol

Calvin had to carry her outta the toilet and put her on the sofa. Uh-huh...
Not to mention5 guys has to carry her out to the car to which they got puked on by the sister. haha! Epic. And owh, she puked on my hand as well. Urgh. I was holding up her head when she decided to "let go" everything she down. And unfortunately, my hand was there.


The still up and standing sister.




Still dancing.

Then we started drinking at the bar.


Graveyard.



More graveyards...


And more....

And finally? lol

Another tipsy gurl.




5 guys had to carry her. And she puked on whoever that was holding her head, which at one point, was me =.="

It's been a long long time since i've sister like this. Such an entertaining night. lol. Too bad Andrea and Sarah werent there to witness it.

The sister woke up to find her phone missing from her bag to which i found in the car when i was on the way out. So much for her searching the whole car the morning after. Effects of alcohol. lol.


College work has started to pile up and there's already a presentation next week. I feel like such a good girl coming home everyday after class and actually studying. Or at least trying to and putting in effort. Hopefully it pays off =)


XoXo.