You can never look through my heart.. How i feel for you is still a mystery.

My whole body is aching now and i'm dead tired!

No, not cuz of clubbing. Sim, Aaron and i were studying the whole night yday and we went for our examz dead tired.

And after all that studying, i think i failed my econs. Everything, and i mean EVERYTHING i studied did not come out!!! wtf.



Anyways, sorry for the lack of update. It's finals. I'll update about Juan's b'day after my finals! Bear with me aite?



XoXo.

Everything seems to be brighter when i have you by my side.

Got a note in facebook and decided to do it here instead. lolz

RULE 1
You can only say Guilty or Innocent.

RULE 2
You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!
Now, here's what you're supposed to do... And please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes , delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends to answer this. Then see what happens.

Asked someone to marry you?
Innocent.

Kissed one of your Facebook friends?
Guilty.

Danced on a table in a bar?
Guilty.

Had feelings for someone whom you can't have back?
Guilty.

Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
Guilty.

Kissed a picture?
Innocent.

Slept in until 5 PM?
Innocent.

Fallen asleep at work/school?
Guilty.

Held a snake?
Guilty.

Been suspended from school?
Guilty.

Worked at a fast food restaurant?
Guilty.

Stolen from a store?
Guilty.

Been fired from a job?
Innocent.

Done something you regret?
Guilty.

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
Innocent.

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
Innocent.

Kissed in the rain?
Guilty.

Sat on a roof top?
Innocent.

Kissed someone you shouldn't?
Guilty.

Sang in the shower?
Guilty.

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Guilty.

Shaved your head?
Innocent.

Slept naked?
Guilty.

Had a boxing membership?
Innocent.

Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
Guilty.

Been in a band?
Innocent.

Shot a gun?
Innocent.

Donated Blood?
Innocent.

Eaten alligator meat?
Guilty.

Eaten cheesecake?
Guilty.

Have/had a tattoo?
Guilty.

Liked someone, but will never tell who?
Guilty.

Been too honest?
Guilty.

Ruined a surprise?
Innocent.

Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you can't walk afterwards?
Guilty.

Erased someone in your friends list?
Guilty.

Dressed in a woman's clothes (if your a guy) or man's clothes (if your a girl)?
Guilty.

Joined a pageant?
Innocent.

Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
Guilty.

Had communication w/ your ex?
Guilty.

DATING Someone?
Guilty.

Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
Guilty.

A total stranger treat you by paying your jeepney fare?
Innocent.

Get totally angry that you cried so hard?
Innocent.

Since i have to tag 20 ppl, might as well tag everyone in my link list. lolz.
Have fun answering!



XoXo.

Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again. Skinned knees and scraped arms are easier to fix than a broken heart..

Guess who got drunk again yday?

No, not me. lol.

Manda did. hahaha. And again, buta buta kena scolded. lolz. Thats Manda when she's drunk, hahaha. Sarah and i were laughing one min and the next, we got scolded by a VERY ANGRY MANDA. lolz.

As usual, Mardi was packed again and we had fun. lol.




Thats Elaine. lol



Only 2 picz from Coco the other night..





Where to tonight?
Mcircle for Juan's b'day celebration.

God!

I shud really start studying now. lolz.


XoXo.

The ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most.

Carlsberg + Guinness + Martell + Chivas + Vodka + Champange = Drunk


lolz.

Okayy, technically, i didnt get drunk yday but i was soOOooOoo freaking tipsy. Almost died. Thats what you get when you mix so many types of liquor.


Was supposed to go MOS yday.. but after all the cancelled plans last min, we ended up in CoCo instead. Only got back at 5 in the morning then had to wake up early for Presentation at coll. So yeah, I'm dead tired now but i dont feel like sleeping.

Today's the last day of my sem which means examz are next week. Ahhhh! i shud really be studying now butttt.... lazyy larh..!
Argh! I really hope i dont fail anything cuz i dont wanna have to retake anything.
Cant wait for hols after the examz.

On a totally random note, i freaking miss the FnD langkawi moments. Argh! Stress free!






I'll upload picz from Coco later on.
Anyways, off to rest now... Mardi tonight? lol.


XoXo.

You mean so much to me. I just wish I could
tell you now but I would never be able to
find the words without breaking down.

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

Loving someone doesn't mean you have to be with that someone,
because sometimes Fate plays a fool on us
and we are not meant to be together.
But still, there is love between us.

Someday you'll realize how much you mean to me.

When we were together i only saw the bad things that hurt, but when u you walked out of that door all i saw was the good parts and that hurts more..

I got more picz on mardigras that day from mardi's website. Now you can see what i mean by my sister was "drunk" lolz. well, she and manda were Having fun! hehehe.

The crowd that night. Not bad eyh?

I bet u didint know this pic was taken. lol

I find this pic of my sister damn seducing.lol

Sarah and i are the only dry ones. hehe

Lolz. Looks like the party girl is back (my sis). hahaha!

And no, i didnt get wet that night cuz i decided to be a good gurl.

lolz.

If you love me, let me know. If not, please gently let me go..

I have something funny to share with ya'll. lolz.
Yday i went to "study" at macd with manda. And while we were there, my msn was logged on. so yeah, she decided to use my account and chat with Sam. lol



samuel says:
thats girl's weekness
they knew its a trap
but yet they wanna step into it
and when they climb back up
they tend to step onto it again
Nicole says:
cause lve is blinddd
samuel says:
thats not love
Nicole says:
love*
samuel says:
i would call that dumb
Nicole says:
pussy lov
i mean puppu love
samuel says:
-__-
puppy love lar
puppu love = shit love
wtF
puppu = shit mah
u love shit?
Nicole says:
type wrong laa
samuel says:
i got alot
u want?
Nicole says:
i also got la diu
samuel says:
hot and fresh delivered to ur doorstep
dun worry ahmanta,
a tornado will stops it's cyclone when the time comes
if u get what i mean
things dont repeat and repeat again
one day it'll stop and thats the time when the right one appear
samuel says:
^^
Nicole says:
i knowwwww
ehh why u sddnly become so serious bout things
samuel says:
it all depends on how long the tornado is spinning
Nicole says:
normally u damn sohai wan
samuel says:
fucker
cibai
wasted my saliva
wanna make u realise things and stop being hurt lar diao
fuck man u
waste my nerve cell
now no more d lar
samuel says:
ask amanda to lick
ciau
Nicole says:
fuck u laa
ishh
samuel says:
shut up and pi
Nicole says:
fuck and die in hell
lick calista's pussy
samuel says:
lick me pussy







lolz, yeah, thats how the convo ended. hahaha! I know right..

=.="




What have you ppl been up to lately?


me?




Look at the eye bags!

Examz are comin soon!

Wish me luck!



XoXo.

And if that dream ever comes true,
i'll hold you close by my side..
cause your're the one thing that i ever wanted,
The one thing that i ever needed.

Don’t say u love me unless you really mean it, because I might do something really crazy, like believe it.

When you're hurt, it's natural to cry.
It's part of the healing process..
but i've learned one thing about heartaches,
you cant heal forever.
So dry your tears, pick yourself up and carry on.
Love is out there waiting.
So go out an find it.

You killed me.
I can't even pretend to be happy anymore.
It's not worth pretending

No man is worth your tears, and when you find the man who is, he'll never make you cry.

Okay, was supposed to be at Poppy yday.. but the plan was cancelled last min. So we changed location and headed to mardi instead since i promised Mandy to check the place out. And again i thought it was gonna be a boring night cuz, well, Mardi isnt what u called a packed place anymore. But again, i was wrong. lolz. The place was crowded and it was fun. We intived Wei Keat and his few friends that were supposed to go Poppy as well cuz it was his b'day.

I guess all of them had fun cuz most of them were practically damn tipsy thanks to the 2 bottles of vodka that was given to us by Mandy and the bottle of black label they opened. Haha! Damn crazy! 3 bottles and only 7 of us drinking? ZzzZz

Outfit for the night.

Toilet break. lol

Their attempt to "kill" the b'day boi.. lolz

Scandal =.="

I dont think they need any introduction. hehe

Look at them shake! lolz

Mardi's crowd that night. Not bad eyh?

Manda & I with the b'day boi

Dont laugh manda, u were like that yday! lolz

He had to take care of my sister. hahaha

Looks like i'm not the one getting drunk anymore!



I remember when Mandy gave us the 2nd bottle of vodka.. Manda and my sister took the bottle and filled the cup. After filling 2 cups or so, Manda came to me, pulled me and said


"Eh nic!! Mandy day she'll give us one bottle wan. Why left quarter only??!"


I looked at the table and saw the whole table wet. So i told her that they spilled it. And thats when my sister say they didnt!
Hmmm, okayy, so i went and asked Mandy abt it. She came to the table was abt to get us another bottle when Sarah came up to me and said..


"they spilled it wan larh, I saw then fill the cup till everything spilled out"


=.="


I know right? ZzzzzZzz.

Lessoned learnd.
Never listen to drunk-eds!

lolz!



Where to tonight?
Zouk is the original plan. But i dont think we're goin.
Somewhere else perhaps?

Will update soon..!

XoXo.

It's Hard To Hold On To Someone That Is Trying Their Best To Push You Away. . .

It was Mos yday where we had a blast! Serious shit. We went, only us 4 girls and upon reaching there, i thought the night would be freaking boring. But i was so wrong. We had the most fun in like forever. And we met a whole bunch of new friends. lolz. Hoped over to coco after that and did a hell lot of dancing there.

Steph*manda*mua

Lolz, cute? haha

Sarah's face is priceless! hahaha!

Drink up! lol

Having fun..

Muaxx! I love my sis.

Imitating. Lolz

Dropped by Coco at ard 2 smth till closing.

With terry.

Looks like it's back to normal, i'm not the one drunk anymore. lolz

My highlight of the night. Manda puking at the mamak stall we yc at. lolz.



I remember Manda being so paranoid on the car. We had a convo that got my sister and i laughing so hard i think we teared.


The sister.Me.Manda

It's either we yc at the tom yam place or the mamak outside our hse, you decide la.
Er, let manda decide ba.
Manda! Where you want to eat..?
My seatbelt cannot open *sounding damn scared*
Huh??
My seatbelt cannot open!! *damn paranoid at the moment*



I turned and looked at her and she was struggling trying to open the seatbelt. But the thing was the opening was on the other side and she was trying to open the wrong side! My sister and i laughed so bloody hard when manda was abt to cry cuz she couldnt open her seatbelt..! In the end when we stopped, my sis ad to take off her seatbelt for her!

Lolz!