He can never truly be yours, because he carries around a piece of me.

I'm thinking of changing everything on my blog... It's getting boring already... Always opening to the same old thing eh? Well, bear with me.. I dont have a lot of time so i guess i'll do it another time when i've gotten everything ready aite?


My blog's been kinda dead recently..

I guess that's just how it is when i dont have a cam... The motivation to blog just isnt there.


And i think i'm already bore-ing you with my shoot's picz..
haha!

Dont be so naive to think that if we
met again something would happen.

We both have change to complement each other more.. And for that, i love you more each day..

I'm currently in taylor's library cause class was cancelled and i didnt know bout it! Yea, this is what u get when u dont log into student portal often enough... Well, at least it gives me the time for a short update..

Knight Castle wasnt as fun as expected.. But I did enjoy myself... And as u know, there we no picz cuz i lost my cam..

Aihhh...

Examz are next week...

God!

I better start studying...

Owh, and one more thing! I just wanna wish Jie yi Happy B'day! Hope u have a good one =D

If we deny love that is given to us, if we refuse to give love because we fear pain or loss, then our lives will be empty, our loss greater.

Knight Castle.

I'm goin.
hehehe...!

So sorry if you find my blog lack of updates or pictures... As u'd know, i lost my camera in MOS.. So yeah, bear with me =D


A few more picz from the shoot...

Everyone is meant for someone...I believe that you are my someone...

A sneak peak into Sunday's shoot...

I'll upload some of the other picz later on when i have the time =) How do you find these two shots? hehe..


It's currently almost one and i'm dead tired! It's a ladies night tonight and there Invites to and MOSCoco banana and owh believe me i so wanted to go.. But the reason i stayed home and i'm not asleep? Assignment! Yea, it's due tomorrow.. I know that i'm not supposed to do last min work.. but it wasnt mu fault.. It's a group assignment and i was supposed to do it the past few days.. but my team member said i didnt hav to.. And today she told me i had to do i again.. ZzzZz.. now that explain the last min work.. Hahaha...

Falling..

I need help.
Anyone willing to lend me their hand?

I think i'm afraid of being happy because everytime i'm happy, something bad always happens..

Freaking tired right now! OMG! Yday's photoshoot really made me exhausted! but it was a gud experience... Though it was damn hot when we were shooting with the cars.. It rained halfway though and we took a break in a shopping mall then continued shooting till dinner time.. but this time without the cars... It was weird shooting in pubic in the middle of the raod where everyone was practically looking at you! Made a new friend though.. Reiko.. A really sweet girl.. I'll post the some of picz up when i get them.. This is the only one i got though... Cuz it was the 1st one edited by the photographer..

Reiko.. The new friend that i made.. Pretty eyh?

Guys will always be guys.

Suprise suprise.... Just now, while halfway being online, my muii msn me and said that she has smth to show me.. Someone's blog with a post the day dated 11th April... And she said that she thinks the b'day girl is me... With this convo..



EZR: Hello..Uncle... I gave up sex for you!!...

CoffeeBoy: What the fuck??.. (imagine my facial expression about finding out my friend is Homosexual)

EZR: You know ah...(burp)... I could have been having sex right now...BUT BECAUSE OF YOU!!!!.....I came to Heritage Row. I had a chick's birthday today... Which I set aside... (Burp..) to come and club with you... And what do you do??... YOU FFK ME!!...

CoffeeBoy: Serious?... Sorry la... Maybe I FFK you...and you lost the chance to have sex.. But you can always go back and TFK!!.. Haha...

EZR: NO!!.. (burp..) I waited in Two Billion since 8pm...and at Heritage Row since 10pm for you to come... NO!!...You didn't turn up... I gave up the chance to have sex!!!!...Just for you!!
....burp.. OOoOoOO....I'm so drunk!!

(by this time I was almost rolling on the ground laughing... It was like it was his only chance to get laid and I screwed it up for him...Hahaha)

Coffeeboy: Sorry.. I was really coming already. You don't believe...you come meet me and see that I'm all dressed to club already...

EZR: NOOOOOO!!!!... I gave up SEX for you!!! I could have gone to Quattro and turn it on with the birthday girl..Who is damn hot....BUT YOU!!!...YOU FFK me...and now caused me my chance to have sex!!... I gave up SEX for you!!.. I can't believe it.......(burp!)

(at this point...He sounded a little gay...don't you think!?...hahaha...)

Coffeeboy: Sorry la.. I make it up to you by publishing an apology on the blog...

(it was as if he was scared that I'd blog about him....that his tone changed..)

EZR: Eh...don't need don't need... I'm cool.. I'm going home...and I'll see you tomorrow. You will sure publish my name all wan... NO NO NO need...

Coffeeboy: No I won't publish your name.. I'll change it.. I'm sure people won't know who gave up sex for me...Haahhahaa...

EZR: EH...police police gotta go.. (burp!)




Okayy, let me start by saying there is no reason whatsoever for me to believe that the b'day girl is me cuz loads of ppl actually celebrate their b'day's in clubs... But say it is... This guy, who ever it is, is so bloody self centered to think that by comin to someone's bday, he'd get laid. OMG, i'm practically laughing my ass off here!

xoxo.

Makes me wonder..

I remember that moment...
I hugged you, feeling the warmth of your bare skin...
Inhaled that smell that used to be so fimillar..
Smiled to myself then went to sleep...

I turned, you smelled my hair and told me how good i smelled...
And then, i smiled again...






Dream or reality?

Count the garden by the flowers, never by the leaves that fall. Count your life with smiles and not the tears that roll.

OMG!! My bad luck is getting worse! 1st i lost my phone, then last Thursaday, i lost my camera! Kanasai!

Yea, someone stole my clutch on Thusaday in MOS and inside, was my camera and IC..
Ahhh! Chili was saying.. Damn expansive for me go club! hahaha! Yea, it is if i keep on losing things!


Haizz, this also means my blog will hav less and less picz till i have enough cash for a new Camera..

Hahaha! Slowly wait..

ZzzzZzz..



Anyways, went to MOS on Thursday then Coco Yday.. But i only got Picz from MOS.. Coco's picz hasnt been uploaded by steph.. So i'll upload them once i've stolen them =p

ZzZz.. I'm gonna miss my pink cam! haizz...

Hmmm... I stole some picz from the photoshoot a few Sundays back.. And i'm supposed to put up the photographer's name.. But since it was stolen from their website, i dont know which photographer took them... These few though were from Ever and Edwin...

I somehow dont really like the picz.. Not cuz of the photography.. Cuz i look horrible!

I hope tommorrow's shoot come's out better =D

One more thing... I got a very unexpected message today when i opened my inbox from facebook...



"hey nic.....jst a short one.....drng ma daes at bu3, nearly evry1 disliked me for the way i talk n bhave....i mean lets be frank..u noe it vry well rite...well....im here to say tht there's a complete truth EVEN i neva knew maself at first thinking tht i had a prob wth maself....but NOT.....the truth is im undergoing major depression.....im attending maself to a psychiatrist at pantai medical centre at bangsar evry 2 mths once.....he tld me not to blame maself for d way i behaved nor talked cz i wz neglected by ppl around me wth a sick in mind....he oso tld tht ths sick has been wth me since the age of 7 tht my parens were nt aware n me ofcz......i believe in telling stuffs when im nt at fault.....but still i think i owe an apology to u n whoever u think i owe an apology for whtsoever reason....if u thnk im lying bt ths, u cn always cm over to ma place n check out d medical bills 4 yaself........sorry"




ZzzZz, i know...
*speechless*

I know all those bu3 students are now wondering who this is.. But i guess it's best not to state any names here since what this person wrote is quite personal dont ya think?

I'm the sweetest thang that you'll ever know.... So baby never let me go..

Owhkay, I dont actually know where to start bloggging... hmmm, it's been college everyday! hehehe.. but the reason i got to blog this Thursday morning? Cuz i woke up late and missed my morning class! Ahhhh!! I actually set the alarm but somehow just couldnt get up! And my next class is at 12 so yeah, i got the time to blog...

I can really remember what i did on monday and Tuesday.. but i do remember that we went swimming one if those days in Manda's hse.. no picz were taken though since i forgot my camera again!

Then on tuesday evening i went to yc with del and the rest... And look what i saw on del's bottle!

Adele

*heart*

Achuleta





Yday, Jessica Ting asked me out for breakfast and Centrepoint Banana Leaf it was.. We then dropped by Racks Cafe a while then i headed to class...

















Off to class now!
hehehe.

Everytime something bad happen to me, when i'm at my worst, u're always there by my side to pull me up.

Before i start, let me say...

Sorry for lagging this page with the picz posted!
hehehe!


So how was my birthday you ask??
Haha.
We started off at Macd CentrePoint where all of us gatherted then drove to Quottrro together..
I'll let the pictures do the talkin...


Before we left my house.


@ macd


Eunice.Del.Nic.Manda





Gurlz just love to cam-whore =p



Opened 24 hours? hahaha

William.

So small size.. and yet, a trouble maker! hahahaha!

Before we entered the club we decided to do a lil pit stop at the toilet..

Then the cam-whoring began while waiting for Jia Shin

Me likey...

Doesnt this pic scare u a lil?

Derrick Richard Kwan Yuan Ming... Hahaha! yea, thats his name =p

JiaShin.YuanMing.Adele.JiaHui.Nicole

If i said that it was my worst b'day ever, u girls made it seem a hell lot better and i love u uys for it! *though as usual manda got drunk and drama happened =p* Hahahaha! oops!

you know you love me, xoxo

The 1st tine i ever see him down from the bottle! hahaha! damn give face right?

Jia Shin.Nic

No worries bout that night kay? hehehe.

In the winter room!

Manda.Nic.Lydia

It was damn cold okayy...

And yet still able to poze!

ahahah, yea, he was pozing as well.


Sam.

Jia Hui.

She was coverin someone's name! hehehe!

U can see who if u enlarge this pic =p

He keeps complaining that he non-stop losing! haha!

Deric.Nic.Jeff

Cute eh?

Thanks FnD for the cake! *hearts*

Happie burfday to me? hehe.

Only god and i knows what i wished for. =p

Manda!! Why larh u crying?? I think she too happie that i finally turned 19! wakaka...!

after i blew the candles, she came beside me, pulled my face to hers and kissed me!
=.=""
i know!
Thats manda when she's durnk!
hahaha!

These few picz were taken by sarah! =.=" hahaha

The most proper pic...

CakeeEeee!!

The subang kia's calls her bimbo. hahaha!

Bobo.

Okay, this isnt a nice pic.. but it was the only pic i had with these few guys.

Bradly.

haha, another candid.

Sarah.

=.=" no, i wasnt drunk!

I was talking on the phone... And god knows hu snapped these picz..

Looks like he was damn tipsy as well eh?

Ahah, dont be so shocked! he didnt touch me kayy..

The sista

Yea, looks like a was forced to drink eh?

A few candid picz

ZzzZzz

Hahaha! I think this pic is damn cute.. Dont ya?

Drank so much from bottle and yet i wasnt drunk. tsk tsk.

Lydia.Nic.Vincent

Guess they had fun? haha.

I guess all in all it wasnt tat bad of a birthday afterall =p


Owh yea, one more thing...


The most PRICELESS pic of the night goes to non other than...


Jeffery!






Hahahahaha!!!


I know right??

Priceless.

Enuf said.