Love is painful that is true.. not to love is painful too; but there is a greater pain: to love and not be loved again..

So sorry for neglecting my blog!

You have to understand with college starting and everything, things can get a lil hectic... Hence, not really much time to blog!
Like now?
I've just finished my assignment and my eyes are about to close! but i wanna take some time to update before i get too lazy! hehehe!


Anyways, like i mentioned, i didnt go out for ladies night on Thursday.. but i went to Barce on friday.. and that was till 1 smth only! Damn gud gurl edi right?? hehe... I'd like to think so..

Saturday on the other hand, was spent at Scarllet.. Yes, i know.. U're wondering, why that place? but yeah, it was Yong Jiat's b'day celebration and the FnD's wud be there so yeah, i went there... And as expected, it was DEAD BORING! Sarah and i had a gud laugh immitating the ppl there tough.. haha!

Okayy, time to get some sleep! Class at 8 tomorrow! College life... Makes me feel that i'm not that lifeless afterall! hahaha!

Everything seems brighter now...

I'm soOooOoo proud of myself! hehehe! Seriously larh...

It was a Thursday night yday and i decided to stay home..

I was so tempted to sneak out.. but then i thought...

College at 8 the next day..

So yeah, i stayed homeEeeeEee!!!

Just give me one last kiss...

College life in Taylors so far is.... Much much better than KBU! ahahah! Serious shit...!

I dont recomend KBU to anyone at all..!

Anyways, it's te 1st week and there are already assignments given out...

haizz..

I guess if my mum didnt set a curfew for me also i'll be home early due to the early morning classes... It's like i have to go to bed by 12 everyday now.. hahaha! But i guess it's a good thing?

One more thing.. Anyone who has any formal dress that they can lend me? Those elegant dresses? Like for dinner? Or weddings? I really need it this Sunday...

What for? I guess u'll find out soon enough =)

Forever it'll be.. only a dream...

I was lying there on your leather couch..
Wearing that white formal shirt of yours that i love so much..
Waiting patiently for you to come back..
And when you did, a smile formed on my face...
We had lunch together like we always do..
Then once again, i was awoken by my alarm..

Dreams.


They'll always be better then reality.

There is only one happiness in life -- to love and to be loved.

Smth manda sent me on msn..


you say broke up d la..
then confirm he'll be like
"oh, sorry sorry"
then u say..
fuck u
==


ahahah, a convo we were havin and smth u'll probably not understand...

another convo?

ahahaha
u gonna turn lesbian
nvm i teman u


the fuck?
no way man
i love dicks not pussy
hahaha



Err.. Okayy... I bet u're thinkin that we're going nuts? I blame it on guys. haha! Kidding larh.. Dont be offended yea =p

Another thing Manda sent to me for replying her so long =.="


aahah fingering urself ah
dont make me so high la
wait for long
lol



hahaha! She's damn cute wei!


Dammit, i feel damn lazy to update abt Bangkok le.. damn a lot of picz... 5 freaking days somemore! So i'll just update when i feel like it eyh?


Sneak peak =p


God! i'm starting college tmr.. Haizz, i dont like starting at new places making new friends again... haha! U're thinking that i'm unfriendly now right? Er, i dont think i'm unfriendly larh.. but scary to make new friends when u're all alone at first...
Orientation starts at 9 tmr.. Yuan Ming says that we shall go in for half an hour then ponteng.. and since we're in diff courses, he'll call, and we shall leave..
haha! fucking joke! 1st day of coll and this is what he plans..


Sarah's bday is comin soon.. This thurs! and i'm gonna be stuck at home! Knn.. Yup, curfew is back on due to coll! It's 10 on weekdays and anytime on weekends.. Haiz.. No more ladies night? Sad wei! ish...


My bday is also comin soon.. but i somehow dont feel like celebrating... Aihhzz..
Meaningless.



Okayy, i'm off to centrepoint to get some stuff now..
I'll try my best to update bout Beijing asap.

Only fooling myself...

Owh gwad! I finally can blog! ahahah! All thanks to Sarah Lim! ehehehe.. Yeah, my bloody internet is still down... So i borrowed Sarah's Lap top and i'm using it at home cuz apprently there's wireless here! haha..


So, where do i start?? Aikes, damn a lot to update cuz i hevent even updated Beijing yet =.="
Okayy, lets start from Thursday night after i came back from Beijing, we went to MOS... By we i mean Sarah, Manda and I with some friends.. Well, I only knew Kenneth.. The rest was his friends.. but we had loads of fun.. We stayed till MOS closed... The funniest thing that happened that night was when we yc at AC.. I ordered a Watermelon juice... Then, when i wanted to pay, i looked into my bag and realised that i didnt bring my wallet... to top t off?? Manda ordered her drink and a pasta which she had just enuf to pay for... Kenneth only had 5 bucks left and Sarah only had 10.. Not to mention that they both had ordered food! Yea, u guessed it right, if everything had come together, we wouldnt have enuf cash to pay..! Luckily the rest reached in time!

Kenneth

Already tipsy? hahaha

Doesnt look like we just met today right? haha

Kenneth`Nic`Manda

Juan juan =p

So hai-ness

PPG? hahaha!

Jason!

Mel

Worked @ Lim kok wing helping the godfather...
Then, it was Genting that night.. Yuan Ming and another of his friend drove up..They checked 1st world hotel and it was so call "fully booked".. So we went to themepark hotel... RM170 a night and we got quite a nice room... It was bigger than expected.. After drinking and playing around, we finally slept at 4 smth.. Well, at least i did... i was the 1st to sleep! haha, too tired..


in the car waiting for Vincent

look at what manda put on my myv rear view mirror! hahaha!

A closer look! hahahaha!


our pay for a day =p


yea, WE WISH




On the way up to Genting












Doesnt he remind u of doug?



The following day, we checked out then Yuan Ming sent us home.. At night, it was KL for a relative's wedding dinner... It was a bloddy nice dinner but i was fucking bored! Yea, i don't usually mix with that side of the family.. I went straight to Coco after dinner at around 12... Then Barce a while...

weird =.="





She forced me to Coco..Using the excuse that we must club together b4 my coll starts! haha



It was coco's manager's b'day

Muaxx


Yin Ling



Lollipop! haha

=.="





Sweet horrr?

Steph looks damn cute

Ahah, she wanted to delete this pic =p


Camera shy?




Darren woke me up today with a msg askin to go for lunch.. But, he refused to fetch me.. hahaha, he said no petrol wor.. knn, so i had to drive.. Met up with Sarah and Iz later on, got the lap top then here i am, updating!