Cheer up babe!

Babe!!

Cheer up kayz!!

i'll be there for u no matter what..

u know i'm always a phone call away!

Muaxx!

Time passes so fast...

Hmmm... Me happie today.. Unlike yesterday! Aikes! let me tell ya what happened yesterday...
26th of Febuary...

Woke up damn early in the morning wanting to go Mac D to study.. Yeah, i mean really study.. But got "lectured" by mummy AGAIN!! Making me damn no mood! ish! So i sat at Macd and opened my book.. wanting to study.. but.. I started to wrote smth... Abt my family prob.. but yeah, decided not to post that.. Instead i'll post another thing i wrote yesterday..

Kay Tat,

It's the 26th of Feb.. One month since you left.. One freaking Month and we all miss you so freaking much! There's nth we can do to bring you back.. All we can do is pray for you to be in a better place..

I still cant believe you're really gone.. And still cant understand why god took you from us.. Everyday i put on a happie face going to college doing everything i'm supposed to do.. But on the inside, every thing's killing me! If you were here right now, i know u'd give me advises to guide me, to make me feel better, to cheer me up.. Thats what you always do..

Why did you leave so fast? We all miss you badly.. i know i do... Loads of tears were shed and emotions couldn't be controlled.. You are the type of person who only helps your frenz.. even if wasnt in your power to help, you'd find a way, never wanting anything in return...

You leaving us was so, so sudden, It's very hard to take in and accept the fact that you're gone.. Time passes really fast.. Just in a blink of an eye, one month has passed.. I'm praying for you now to be in better place.. Take Care..



Yeah guys, one month.. Soon it'll be a year.. but no matter what, he'll NEVER be forgotten...


So anyways, had Malaysian studied exam today.. I didnt know shit! but yeah, the whole gang were talking and discussing! haha... I got... guess! guess! 17/20!! whohoo! way to go.. but yeah.. not my worK! obviously..

We got outta class at 11.. Then went to Macd to wait for Baby and Boon Jin.. Ate at Black Canyon... Then went to USJ... After that, picked Wei Juan up, met up with Leland, Jeslyn, Eunice and Rainie at the curve.. Cheong k, then went home!

Happie that i can spend time with *him* and my frenz!

Thank God i have You in mY life!

I'm feeling damn stressed right now..

So many things goin on in my life lately..

College.. Frenz... Guys... Parents..

What else is new?

The thing i'm most stressed about? well, my studies, freedom and my MUM.. Yeah, i LOVE my mum.. but she just doesn't understand that i'm already 18! and i dont get any freedom! Not only that.. During dinner, i told her bout the Bridal modeling this sat... And she asked y i muz go.. and y cant i lust concentrate on my studies.. she also added that if i do not wanna study, i shud just tell her.. she rather waste the money she's paid for my coll then me goin there and fail..! I so wanted to tell her that i do not wanna study..

but yeah, it's for my "future" what can i do? change course? whats the diff? still foundation! the thing is.. my course is damn pressuring and stressful!! y?? Cuz all except 5 are taking BLOODY scholarship!! that more then three quarter of the class!! And the rest then dont take scholarship expects to get at least 8a's! Except for mua!! Damn JOKE wei! i got NO IDEA WTF i'm doing in this course!!

I'm so glad i have *you* to be by my side side when i'm down.. The things you say.. The way you comfort me... The way you keep me happie and the way you say u'll always be by my side! thank you! Muaxx!



And Jeslyn, i LOVE u too aite! thanks for being there for me.. always there for me when i need you! muaxx!

Happie B'day Eunice CheN!!

Yupz ppl! Eunice Chen Shu Kien is OFFICIALLY 18 years old! whohooo! Legalized edi lu! haha... Just wanted to wish ya happie b'day gurl! muaxx!!

23rd of Feb... I went out bout 12.. Went to Pyramid and watched step up 2.. Nice show.. The main actor is drop dead gorgeous! and the gurl was hot in a unique way.. Anyways, after that, waited for Wei Juan to fetch us and off we were to ou.. By the time we reached there, it was 4 smth... Met up with Amanda, Jeslyn and The B'day gurl.. Went to Yippee Cup for a light bite then waited in OSC for Leland and the rest... When they reached we met at Bu1's Shell Station and there, we "started our journey"..

Leland and Wei Juan drove up to Genting.. Jeslyn, David and i followed Wei Juan's car while Ricky, Xtal and Amanda followed Leland's car... Reached Genting and chilled at starbucks till Rainie and Nana and Eunice came.. while walking to the car, Leland did smth extremely DUMB and FUNNY... He took of his shirt, yupz, took of his shirt i Genting and walked! Damn crazy wei!hahaha, anyways, Stayed there till bout 9.30 then went down to Gotong Jaya to have a bite...

On the way uppp!

Smile! can u c that i'm happie? =X

In the middle of the road on Leland's carr

Xtal mui, Nicole and my bestie =D

Dumb dumb Leland take off shirt in Genting and walk!

Brrr... cold-nya =p

Nicole*Christal*Ricky*Jeslyn*Rainie

Dead on Genting's road!

They're soOooOOo CUTE!!

b'day gurl finally came..

Aikes.. Pity Wei Juan wei =p

Hoodies..

The group... Eunice, Amanda & Hui Kwan isnt in cuz they followes another car

He act cute =p

Drove down from Genting and reached Mardi at bout 11.15.. and yeah, we started to party! Loads of ppl were there.. Every1 that went up to Genting and Even MORE.. Mun Yong, and Nat were there.. boi boi, cyn, Jer Shen, Iz and LOADS more... Lazy to name..

We had loads of fun.. though there wasn't enuf drinks to make us high enuf.. Allan (the head bouncer) "belanja" me a Flaming which i drank with the b'day gurl.. Then Jon (the dj) spend us tequila shots... Got 3 in total.. still, wasnt high enuf.. Aikes..

Half way changing!

Sisterzz!!

Jes & Nic

Juan Happie oh.. got 2 gurl wit him =p

Damn SWEET!

Flaming!

Wet stage.. With out water =p

Still without water..

Errr.. i think there's water edi?

Amanda-Cyn-Eunice-Nicole

Boi boi, me and leland!

Happie peeps!

Muaxx to the b'day gurl

Danced a lot! My legs are hurting.. hahaha.. but loving it.. Supposed to yam cha a lil while.. but when we reached, mummy finally called at 2.45... so yeah, sat a while then went home.. Showered, talked in the phone and slept at 5!

True Love is never artificial; it's always pure

Shalala.. I'm SoOoo FREAKING happie *u shud know y*.. hehe... Went college as usual today.. Had a discussion with some frenz.. met some new peeps as well... But.. They already knew me.. why? cuz of mardi.. Aikes.. Pai seh wei... They had a Video.. And they sowed me.. Swt!! anyway.. didnt go Moral class AGAIN!

Went to pyramid and met up with Jeslyn.. Then Went Cheong k with every1 else... Wei Nian, Wei Juan, David, jason, Chili, and Darren... Shock-Nya! Hahaha..

Went home bout 8 smth.. Juan fetched me home.. Jeslyn went to makan with the subang dudes.. reached home and.. YEAH! mummy not home! whohoo! Goin up to Genting tmr.. then down to Mardigras! Shalala.. PARTY time! =p

*No picz today cuz forgot my camera.. nvm nvm.. Picz of tmr, CONFIRM got!

Tagged by a really HOT biatch

Got tagged By Tek Yit!!

5 things you love about yourself.

1. My frenz that i have! (i totally ADORE them!)

2. Err... My hair? (since every1 seems to say it's nice?) hahaha

3. My look?? Ahah, running out of things.. muz be PERASAN a bit =p

4. My... Clothes? (thanks to Tek Yit =p)

5. oh gosh! i'm really running out of ideas! erm... Almost everything bout me? =p

5 things you don't like about yourself.

1. My body! me want a nicer bod =p

2. My brains! I needa be smarter!

3. my freaking nails! (they always break so i can't keep them long!)

4. hmmm... That my eyes are of diff size?

5. And again, the bod!

5 things you like about your best friend.

1. Everything bout her!!

2. The way she always have my back!

3. The way she cries when i'm sad (yeah, we cry together! haha)

4. She always calls me to "keng kai"
5. The way she can always make frenz with mine
I wanna add more!!

6. The way she LOVES me?
7. Her honesty
8. I love her just the way she is..
Yeah, we have our ups and downs.. but no matter what, we always get pass everything! Muaxx babe!

5 things you love.

1. My frenz!!

2. The beach! ( i freaking LOVE the beach)

3. Whenever the sun is rising or setting! *heart melts*

4. Shopping! ( clothes, handbags, shoes.. u name it!)

5. My bed... zzZzzzZzzZzz

5 things you hate.

1. Backstabbers!

2. Bugs!! (especially cockroaches!!)

3. Attention Seekers

4. Demanding and unreasonable peeps

5. cant think of anything else that i HATE

5 things you wish you'll have.

1. A nicer and HOTTER body

2. To have smarter brains

3. The DKNY delicious perfume!

4. A lap top! (soon soon! whohoo!!)

5. More stuff!! ( clothes, shoes etc.)

Your top 5 phrases.

1. whatever!

2. anything la

3. Ma kai

4. Uh-huh

5. up to you

5 people you TAG.

1. Abby

2. Jeslyn

3. Siew Jean

4. Jie Yi

5. Pik Yie

I took the L out of lover, and now it's over

So many things happened today...

Y did it happen? God knows y.. but i guess it happens for a reason...

A relationship can't work without trust.. Yup, totally AGREE!

There's already nth you can do to save this relationship..

it's OVER...

And i'm glad it is.. No trust means no relationship!

yeah, i'm SICK of it.. i need my space and all i need are my frenz..

All of us were feeling damn emo today.. So yeah, i skipped one of my classes to teman Jeslyn, Amanda and Leland to curve to "cheong K"... well, i wanted to as well.. Since i was kinda frustrated...

Before picking Amanda, we got a call from one of bu3's student... They had some shit goin on and was about to get bashed by some other students from another skool.. So yeah, had to settle for them.. They had loads of peeps so we had to call a few ppl as well... After a while, Settle edi.. Damn JOKE... small kid fight!

David and Wei Juan came later on.. and Leland left cuz he needed to drop by aman suria.. So anyways.. we sang till bout 7 then all of us went home.. Nth much to say.. Not really feeling well..

Toodles!

I'm just an ordinary girl

I'm just an ordinary gurl with ordinary feelings.. My feelings are never FAKE and it's always REAL... Socom dont judge me for who i've become.. Many things has been going on in my life lately.. I dont even know what to think... Life's complicated... Yeah, u got that right... So are frenz or ANYONE in your life... I'm sry if i'm doing anything wrong.. I just wanted u to know that i didnt mean for any of this to happen.. it just did.. i dont know why... but it did... Sorry..

Don't know why i'm just fark-ing emo and frustrated now.. Guess it's just one of those days where i just feel down..

Just say it if u hav smth to say

Just got back from college!

Shalalala, tired like shit!

Will update soon kay?

Muaxx!

*if u hav smth to say, say it to my face, dun hav to make one round.. got the guts then just do it!

I'd rather die tomorrow than live a hundred years without knowing you

SooOoo, plans were kinda messed up yesterday.. I went out bout 11.15, Leland picked me up.. Then off we were to Mardigras.. Yupz, decided to go there since they're having an event so it was packed.. But then... I got a call from my sis *doink doink doink*

Che:- Eh, where're u arh?

Me:- er... goin mardi.. but i'm oni staying a while y?

Che:- Y go mardi? g genting la...

*Blah blah blah*

Me:- wait, i call u back in 5 min...

Thats roughly how the convo went larh... Anyways met up with Rainie and the rest at the mamak... Then they left... We decided to go Genting.. but 1st, we hung around mardi a lil while... So anyways.. At 12.45, we went to Taman Tun to pick Rainie.. Then went to Mac d to Meet my sis and off we were to GENTING! Rainie and i followed my sis and Siang Ming.. While Eunice, Wei Juan and David followed Leland...

Chilled @ Coffee Bean later on.. It was FREEZING clod! Plus i had my short skirt on cuz we were supposed to go mardi! Aikes! Most of us were abt to get hypothermia! Hahahaha! Only David was "like" the hero not wearing any jacket and not cold!

Che, Me & Bimbo!

Lydia*Nicole*Rainie *Freezing Cold!

=.=" nth to do! haha.. Can you c that i'm wearing 2 jackets? it's still freezing!

While chilling at coffee bean, Eunice's mum called.. so we had to RUSH back.. Left Genting at bout 3.45? Not really sure cuz wasnt looking at the time... By the time all of us got home, it was abt 5... And guess what? i had to wake uo at 10 smth today cuz my daddy wants to bring us out for lunch at 11.30.. And as usual, He was LATE!

Anyway, just back from lunch.. we went like damn far just to eat.. and now is already 2.40.. Damn tired now.. zzZzzZZzzzZZzzZZzzzZZzz...

Finally an update!

How did i spend my Valentine's? Valentine's is supposed to be a really really special... Well, at least all my high skool Valentine's day were... Well, for this year, i had college in the morning.. Then i went home, showered got ready and waited for Eu Vin to pick me up... At about 6, he drove up in his White Mercs.. *i'm making it sound like a fairytale* hahaha! Anyways, after that, we went to ou to pick Jeslyn up and off we were to KLIA! Yupz! thats where i spend Valentines! JOKE! We met The rest there.. David, Amanda, Wei Hui and one of their frenz.. and y did we go there? Apprently to send off some guy (Ivan) who i think is TOTALLY not worth it! Well, the only reason i'm there is cause Jeslyn asked me to teman her.. so yeah..We left at 9.. Then went to tai pan to eat... Then at bout 11.30, Eu vin send me home.. Got a suprise from Deric... And then finally slept at 1 smth 2...

On the way to KLIA

On the way back =p

In the restoran @ taipan

Us gurlz

Eu vin & David

The next day i had accounts calsses at 9.. but gos knows y i couldn't get up.. so yeah, i skipped that class and went for the 11 o'clock class.. After that class Sara and i went to ou.. Walked a while.. Went to makan at jetty then went to osc.. Guess what? Suprise suprise.. The doos opened and Khoo Tiong Leng walked through the door followed by Chili and the rest... *shocked wei*.. Duhh.. They dont usually come ou.. like at all... So yeah... Anyway.. long story short.. stayed in ou a lil while more then went home..

Nicole & Hui Kwan

Thats me! =p

Bimbo & I

Waited till 11 then Siang Ming picked us up and went to Mardi! Waited for the guys like FOREVER! but yeah, friday night and the crowd wasn't there.. Sien.. haha.. At least at the beginning... Where can sien wan? After a few drinks... and loads and loads of Dancing! haha.. Anyway, i didnt dance on the wet stage for long.. only a while cuz i couldn't stand it, it was FREAKING cold! All of ur gurlz drank a lil too much cuz we were like.. Extremely high! my sis couldn't stop dancing.. Jeslyn also.. We were like that till the closing.. Fun-nya... haha... I loved the last song played @ mardi... but i cant remember what song it is =.=" sad..

Outside Mardi

Shalalala! Sisterz!

Wei Hui and i

Cheers!

Drink up! bottoms up!!

Natalie and Nicole

We just love to have fun!

Some of the rest *wei hui*David*Dunno his name*Fong*4got his name* sry ya ppl that i forgot names

I lovVveEe her!

My mui =p

Xtal mui & Nicole Jie

Uss with the Dj

Damn Cool wei his hair

Having fun! shalalala

Shu Fung! i miss her!

Hui kwan and i

Future bro in law! JOKE!

Sisterz!

Rainie and i

Dancing our arse off

Jeslyn*Rainie*Nicole

Up on the podium! Thanks for taking the pic David =p

Rainie, Nicole And Jeslyn

Eunice & Nicole

Amanda and me!

Aiyer! David acting cute =p

Still able to pose after many drinks

ivy*Eu vin*Nicole

meet my lou gong =p

Had to wake up early again today.. cuz we were out the hse at 11.45.. Picked mummy at Gardens then went to makan at Shangri-La... Ate dim sum... Then mummy went to her fren's hse while i went to ou and the rest went home.. Stayed in ou for a short while.. Bought some stuff then went home..

Dim Sum

Food food

Plans tonight?

Genting!!

whohoo!