Happie B'day Wei Nian

Just wanted to wish Wei Nian (my cheong k partner) Happie B'day! 18 this year, Legal edi lu.. haha.. Havent known ya for long.. but it's my pleasure knowing u and having u as a fren.. take care and have a blessed year ahead!

It just takes time...

Hmmmm.. Feeling much better already.. I can start laughing already.. But there are times i still think of *him*... When we talk we talk as if *he's* still here.. Guess it just takes time.. I'm keeping myself real busy just to not think bout it too much... Plans plans plans... Tmr, skating & Barcelona (Andrea's B'day).. Saturday, Ou & Drinking @ Allan's hse.. The drinking was planned by Sook Mei.. Needed some time to chill... Guess everyone does..

Anyways, i wanna thank every1 hu was there for me during this period of time... When I was depressed you guys were there to Cheer me up... Jeslyn.. Jeremy.. Deric.. Amanda.. Rainie.. Eunice.. Loads more that keapt asking how i was.. Thank you! Owh, and special thanks to David.. What you told me that night really made me think a lot.. That what u said is true.. Thanks!

Specially for our beloved Kay tat...

Kay tat..

Today is ur burial @ Nilai memorial park.. All ur frenz were there to pay u a last respect... To say goodbye... As usual, tears were rolling down our eyes... Yes, we are sad that u're not here with us.. but we're happy for you.. Cuz now, u're in a better place.. Heaven..

I believe god took u there for a reason... It's cuz u've done nth but gud.. all u do is help ur frenz.. That's y he's rewarding you... Over the past few days, we've cried for you.. We know that u wouldn't want to see us like that.. But our emotions couldn't be controlled.. From now on, we'll be strong... For you and your family...

Looking at Kay Chung, he reminds me of you.. I hope he learns from you and be some1 like you were.. A good son, beloved brother and The Best fren... We promise to visit you.. Even if it means driving all the way up to nilai...

Missing you always.. You'll always be in our hearts!

God must have something better for you to do..

Sleepless nights.. Unsettled thoughts.. Wondering mind.. and beautiful memories... Thats what u've left us with...

My eyes are still swollen due to the crying & sleepless nights.. You were a very good friend.. Tears were flowing out from every1's eyes even b4 u were gone.. Thats how much u mean to all of us.. Everything we do, we think of you.. The snooker table in OSC (number 11)... The Yam-cha times in macd.. The nights out to mardi... The swimming.. Bball... You singing... Your laugh.. It's all stuck with us.. and we miss you loads! I hope u know how much u mean to us.. Rest in peace.. BRUCE ALMIGHTY, Chan Kay Tat!

Missing you so badly...

Picz from past few days before all of this shit happened!

In loving memory....

Whatever i've done the past few days will be uploaded in the next post.. whats important now is what i'm about to say..

He is someone i've known for more then 5 years... Since form 1 till now... He's the guy u can go to when you have problems... Someone you can trust.. Someone who keeps your secret... He's always there for you when u need him, he'll always be able to make u laugh no matter how sad you are... He's our beloved Chan Kay Tat...

A few days ago, he was admitted into Damansara Utama Hospital cause of denggi... Last Monday, we went to visit him and his fever was gone... but then, yesterday i received a msg saying that he has been admitted into the ICU...

Today however, was a totally diff story.. At around 2 smth i received a call... He couldn't make it anymore... We rushed from pyramid to DU hospital... Tears we coming out of all our eyes the moment we saw him.. EVERYONE was there.. Thats cause he meant a lot to so many people..

Life's unfair.. He's done nothing but good... He's ALWAYS helps all his frenz... So why did god choose him?! At the tender age of 21, on the 26th of January 2008 @ 7 something, god decided to take him to a better place.. Though he may no longer be here to laugh with us, to listen to our problems, to accompany us, to hang out with.. But he'll always be in our hearts..

Yea, thats him.. Kay tat..

I miss him already..

We had loads of gud times together... And i'm gonna miss u a lot! I just wanted u to know that it's my luck to know someone like you... and i've never regertted knowing you..!

Part of loving someone is learning to let go

Picturez from yesterday as promised....

I loOoVvvEeeE Her!

Erm... Well, i dont love him... but he's awfully CUTE rite?

The best cam-whore partner!

Lala poze 1 to 4

Lala poze 5 to 8

Lala poze 9

And lastly 10

Today's self cam-whoring session before college.. Don't hate me for loving to take pictures... u know u're that way too when no one's looking =p

Officially single but not available!

It official peeps!!

I'm officially single again!

*but not available =p* hehe...

Things were sweet from the 1st day we met, 28.11.07 (the day b4 accounts paper for spm)... Till the day we got together, 11.01.08... till now 23.01.08.. Officially we've only been together for 13 days.. But the "unofficial" days we as gud as the time we were together... Genting.. Pd... I was happie... but things werent meant to work out.. Thats the fact and just gotta accept it..

1st pic taken with him @ Mystique

Night to Genting

1st day @ Pd

Sweet kisses..

Watching the sunset..

Enjoying each other's company..

Goodnight kiss...

Jason's B'day @ MTR

Muaxx!!

27/12/07

New year's eve!

@ his hse...

Some of the picz while 3g-ing

Some of the memories we share were diff and special... The feelings we had were also special.. but Feelings come and go.. And there's nth i can do bout it..